Lucy
| itsu kawaita no ka T
SHATSU ga mado no hashi de ii iro ni natte ta kono heibon na atama de sore to naku kimi no tame no kotoba o sagashita dekireba, mitsuketa sono kotoba wa yappari sore to naku soete oite kimi no te no hira ni sotto nosetai ni ketsurete iku koe ni douka kizuite furi sosogu mahiru no hikari wa boku o minui te takaku natta netsu o mata ageyou to shiteru tsutaetai kimi e no akanukenai omoi dakedo senaka kara oikoshita kaze ni arukidasu akireteru yo jibun no koto dakedo marude seippai nanda kore demo naze okubyou de hosoi karada o hisshi ni mamorita gatte iru no jiman ni naranai kire hashi de sentaku shita bakari no nioi de saisoku shite kuru tsuyoi kodou de boku wa, boku wa kimi o omou sabi tsuita boku o mou ichido kowashite kureta jiyuu nanda hageshisa o osorenai yo tsutaetai kimi e no akanukenai omoi dakedo senaka kara oikoshita kaze ni arukidasu |
I don’t know when
the T-shirt had dried out but It had taken on a nice shade at the edge of the window With this ordinary mind I casually Searched for words meant just for you If possible, those words that I find Adding them on, likewise casually I want to gently place them on the palm of your hand Please somehow notice the voice that becomes more and more hoarse The mid-day light that pours down sees right through me and Is trying to raise the fever that is already quite high I want to tell you Although these feelings for you aren’t very refined I start to walk with the wind that overtakes me from behind I’m disgusted: this is about myself, yet It’s as if that’s the best I can do Why am I so desperate to want to protect This cowardly and thin body With a scrap of cloth that can’t be boasted about With the scent of something just out of the wash With a strong pulse that comes beckoning I, I think of you The rusted self was broken for me once again I am free I won’t fear intensity I want to tell you Although these feelings for you aren’t very refined I start to walk with the wind that overtakes me from behind |
Romanization credit: charp
Translation credit: Miyuki Mouse
Maaya's liner notes: Am I able to love someone that much just because I am weak? (Translated by roxfan)
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