Dive
| kanjiteta kotosa zutto zutto mae kara mayonaka hitori nukedashite aruki nagara omou tsuyogaru koto to amaeru koto wa kekkyoku sukoshi mo kawaranai acchi kocchi itta shinda furi mo shita dekiru dake chigau mo no ni narou to omotteta kedo mondai nanka hajime kara nakatta itsuka wa suki ni yasashii kako o “honto no jibun wa hoka ni aru” nante konna ni jiyuu na konna ni tashika na boku ga iru no ni suki na mono o suki datte ieru sore dake de totemo shiawase na kibun ni narerunda dakara doudou toshiteireba ii no sa kokoro to onaji koe ni naru you ni konna ni mo fukakute kuroi yoru ni tsutsumare nagara doko made mo aruku chiisana karada ano sora e hajimari e inochi e boku o kari nuteru mienai ooki na chikara afuredasu furi sosogu tsuzuiteru umaku ienai kedo hakkiri to koko ni aru ano sora e hajimari e inochi e boku o kari nuteru mienai ooki na chikara |
It’s something that
I’ve been aware of For a long long time Slipping out all alone at midnight I think while walking To put up a brave front and To be too dependent on others Aren’t any different from one another after all Wandered here and there Even pretended to be dead I was planning on becoming something As different as possible but There was no problem ever to begin with Someday I will come to love The tender past That “the true me is to be had elsewhere” When such a free And such a definite self exists already Being able to admit I love what I truly love That’s all it takes to make me feel very happy That’s why I should just continue to be bold So that my voice will become the same as that of my heart While veiled by such a very deep and black night It goes on walking on and on, this small body of mine To that sky To the beginning To life It urges me on An invisible great force It overflows It pours down It is continuing I can’t describe it well But it is clearly to be had right here To that sky To the beginning To life It urges me on An invisible great force |
Romanization credit: Sailor Bacon
Translation credit: Miyuki Mouse
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