Hotchpotch
| nigiri shimeta te
wo hodoita nara tabun kore de subete ga ima owatte shimau shiritakatta koto kizutsuku koto sae mo nanihitotsu yarinokoshita mama de anata ga deau shiawase wo negaitai hazu na no ni dekinai mijuku na jibun ni fuite mo namida ga deru sayonara aishiteiru anata wo dare yori sora yori mo fukaku nakanaide mata aou ne demo aenai koto watashi dake shitteiru no konna unmei wo eranda koto itsuka anata ni mo hontou no imi ga wakaru wa futari tsukutta kioku no takara zutto kokoro no kakure ya de ikiteku yo kireigoto da to omotteta kibou to iu kotoba wo kurushii kurai dakishimete anata wo miageteiru arigatou aishiteiru anata wo dare yori yume yori mo tsuyoku dakishimete hanasanaide dakedo hitokoto mo tsutaerarenaide... nakanaide aishiteiru tooku hanaretete mo anata to ikite yukeru |
If I let go of your hand
clasped in mine, with that, it would all probably come to an end right now. What I wanted to know, and even what hurts me-- even those were left undone. Even though I should want to wish for you to find happiness, I can’t, I’m too immature. I wipe the tears, but they still keep flowing. Goodbye. I love you more than anyone else. Even more deeply than the sky. Don’t cry. We’ll meet again, right? But not being able to see you is something that only I know about. This fate that we’ve chosen... someday you too will understand its true meaning. The treasure of memories that we’ve made will always live on deep inside my heart. I thought it was a beautiful thing, the word called hope. In an almost painful embrace, I’m looking up at you. Thank you. I love you more than anyone else. Even more strongly than dreams. Hold me. Don’t let go. But don’t utter even a single thing... Don’t cry. I love you. Even though we’re separated far apart, I can still live with you. |
Romanization & translation credit: Takayama Miyuki
Song info: Escaflowne song
Maaya's liner notes: I haven't yet experienced a breakup as sad as this.
If I could make the "Hitomi" inside me speak,
it seems like, "It's not only sadness."
She says, "You got something bigger."
Ah, I see.
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