Yuunagi Loop
| mou fuyu desu
ka kitakaze desu ka kyonen to onaji kuro no kooto de chikatetsu o deru hodoukyou o wataru itsumo no you ni boku wa yuku maekami o ki ni shinagara futatsu me no kado magaru toki naze da ka kyuu ni nakitaku natte mo buatsui kumo no mukou kawa ni aru ima wa mienai hikari no sono kehai ni te o nobashi sakebi sou ni naru boku o waratte ii yo mou fuyu desu ka sabishii desu ka sou demo nai to waratte imasu ka konna kimochi wa bachigai desu ka anata mo aitaku narimasu ka takusan kaze ga fuita kara kotoshi wa atatakai fuyu ni naru yotte dareka itteta you na kuchibiru ni nanika ga fureta kioku omoku yasashii nemuri ni sasowarete aishiteru to itta sono koe mo boku wa wasureru darou buatsui kumo no mukou kawa ni aru ima wa mienai hikari no sono kehai ni te o nobashi sakebi sou ni naru boku o waratte ii yo |
Is
it winter already? Is that the north wind? In the same black coat as last year I’ll take the subway, cross the pedestrian bridge going the same way as always While worrying about my bangs, when I turn the second corner Why is it that I even want to cry all of a sudden? There’s another side to the heavy clouds A sign that there is light we can’t see now Throwing out my hands, I’ll want to shout out It’s okay to laugh at me Is it winter already? Are you lonely? Are you laughing because it’s not that? Are these kinds of feelings out-of-place? Have you been wanting to see me too? “Because a lot of winds have blown, it’ll be a warm winter this year” Looks like whoever said that was right A memory that something touched my lips inviting me to a profoundly nice sleep And that voice which said “I love you” I’ll probably forget it all There’s another side to the heavy clouds A sign that there is light we can’t see now Throwing out my hands, I’ll want to shout out It’s okay to laugh at me |
Maaya's liner notes: This strange pain... what is it called, the yearning for someone?
Even though there’s no use in asking why,
if I’m forced to say it, is it winter?
© Sarah/Frecklegirl 2005-onward