Ryuuseigun single, This Armor, The Ultimate Collection, Singles 2000-2003
| kotoba ni naranai yoru
wa anata ga jouzu ni tsutaete karamitsuita namanurui dake no tsuta o maboroshi dato tsutaete kokoro o ataete anata no tedzukuri de ii naku basho ga aru no nara hoshi nado mienakute ii yobu koe wa itsudatte kanashimi ni kawaru dake konna ni mo minikui atashi o konna ni mo shoumei suru dake demo hitsuyou toshite anata ga sawaranai atashi nara nai no to onaji dakara aimai na dake no hibi mo dokomade atashi o hitori ni aseru toki wa kore ijou nozomu mono nado nai kurai ni tsunaide omoi o tataete kasuka na shindou de sae atashi ni wa me no mae de afureru mono e to hibiku kiseki nado isshun de kono hada o misuteru dake konna ni mo muryoku na atashi o konna ni mo oboeteiku dake demo hitsuyou toshite anata ni furenai atashi nara nai no to onaji dakara kazoekirenai imi o saegitteiru keredo utsukushii kadou ka mo wakaranai kono basho de ima demo yobu koe wa itsudatte kanashimi ni kawaru dake konna ni mo minikui atashi o konna ni mo shoumei suru dake demo hitsuyou toshite anata ga sawaranai atashi nara nai no to onaji dakara |
You tell me so well of nights that can’t be put into words, telling me the only-halfhearted ivy twined around me is an illusion Give me a heart – your handmade one is fine If there’s a place where I can cry, it’s fine if I can’t see the stars Your voice calling out for me always only turns into sadness Only proving to me that I am this ugly – even though I need it If you can’t touch me, then it’s like I’m not there Even during those only vague days, how much was I pushed to loneliness that when they fade away, I’m bound up with nothing more to wish for than this Praise these feelings – for even as faint vibrations, put right before my eyes, they resound until they overflow In an instant, miracles and such only abandon my body Only causing me to remember that I am this powerless – even though I need them If I can’t touch you, then it’s like I’m not there Although it’s obstructing meanings too many to count Here in this place I don’t know if I’m beautiful or not – even now Your voice calling out for me always only turns into sadness Only proving to me that I am this ugly – even though I need it If you can’t touch me, then it’s like I’m not there |
Song info: TV-Asahi drama "Trick 2" theme song
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