Memai/Edge single, Insomnia, The Ultimate Collection, Singles 2000-2003
| nanika ni obieteta yoru o
omoidasu no ga hidoku kowai nee atashi wa jouzu ni waraeteru? ima wa anata no hiza ni motare akuma ga konai koto o inotteru nee “daijoubu da” tte itte usomitai ni atashi o tsuyoku tsuyoku shinjiteiru kara anata no ude ga koe ga senaka ga koko ni atte atashi no kawaita jimen o ame ga utsu nigeru koto nado dekinai anata wa dokomademo otte kuru tte nakitai kurai ni wakaru kara wakaru kara zankoku ni tsudzuiteku kono michi de tatoeba atashi ga houseki ni nattara sono te de honou no naka ni nagete jama na mono wa sugu ni demo kiete shimau no garakuta de isasete anata no ude ga koe ga senaka ga koko ni atte atashi no nibutta honne o kakimidasu kidzukitaku nante nai jibun o furikiru jibun o dokomade hashirasete ireba ii? anata ni kikaserareru you na kirei na kotoba ga miataranai hikutsu ni natte sakebu atashi o shibaritsukeru mae ni yasashiku nanka shinaide anata no ude ga koe ga senaka ga koko ni atte atashi no kawaita jimen o ame ga utsu nigeru koto nado dekinai anata wa dokomademo otte kuru tte nakitai kurai ni wakaru kara anata no ude ga koe ga senaka ga koko ni atte anata no ude ga koe ga senaka ga koko ni atte |
I’m terribly scared remembering the nights when something frightened me Hey, can I smile convincingly? Now I lay resting in your lap, praying that the devil won’t come Hey, tell me “It’s all right” Because, almost impossibly, you strongly, strongly believe in me Your arms, your voice, your back are all right here; rain hits my parched earth I can’t run away, you’d chase after me to the ends of the earth Because I know that so well I want to cry – I know that If I turned into a jewel, for example, along this road that cruelly keeps going Throw me into the fire with your hands Anything in the way would soon disappear – let me remain garbage Your arms, your voice, your back are all right here; stirring up my dulled true intentions I don’t want to realize it, but just how far must I force myself to run after the self that’s shaking free of itself? Pretty words that I could make you hear aren’t to be found Before you tie yourself to me, grown subservient and crying out, don’t be kind to me Your arms, your voice, your back are all right here; rain hits my parched earth I can’t run away, you’d chase after me to the ends of the earth Because I know that so well I want to cry – I know that Your arms, your voice, your back are all right here Your arms, your voice, your back are all right here |
Song info: Used in a commercial for Japanese beauty salon La Parler. Also used as an ending theme for a television program.
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