Kaerimichi o Nakushite single
| hikari ni ittai nani ga nozomeru soshite yami ni mo oroka de muku na mono o yubisaki ni yadoshite jibun o michibikeba tadoritsuku itsumo soko wa subete o tsuranuku tettou no ue te ni ireta mono wa itsuka no yume-tachi miorosu machi wa kogoeru omoi o kitsuku yoseau keredo kaerimichi o nakushite kyou wa doko ni kaeru no darou kono tsuki ga nani o kazasu no ka o shiru koto sae kowakute chi no namida wa afureru hi no tsubasa de maiagaru no darou moeru yo no soko o hatte tada nakisakebu nakisakebu chikara wa sono ha o furiageru yurari to hakanaku tagai e to tesaguri de kanjita netsu wa yasashii dareka no tsumuji kaze okisatta kimochi wa itsuka no mayoi uta biru ya hibi no mure shizumanu you ni to kureru mune o kogashite yuku kaerimichi o nakushite asu wa doko ni mukau no darou itsu no toki ka nigirishimete kita te no hira mo hodokazu ni chi no namida wa koboreru hi no hazama de tachiagaru no darou sugisaru se wa mou mienai tada sono saki e sono saki e kaerimichi o nakushite soshite ima wa koko ni ao no fuchi kogane no hate yoru no tonari de furueru kaerimichi o nakushite kyou wa doko ni kaeru no darou kono tsuki ga nani o kazasu no ka o shiru koto sae kowakute chi no namida wa afureru hi no tsubasa de maiagaru no darou moeru yo no soko o hatte tada nakisakebu nakisakebu |
Just what can I wish for in light? And... in darkness too If I guide myself through foolishness holding pure things on my fingertips That place I’ll always struggle along to is above steel towers going through everything What I obtained was my dreams of someday Although the city I look down at will bring close together my frozen feelings Losing my way home, I wonder where I’ll go home to today Even though I know what this moon shields us from, I’m scared Bitter tears overflow I wonder if I’ll soar up on scarlet wings Crawling along the bottom of a burning world, I’ll simply cry and howl Cry and howl My strength lifts that blade edge up towards a fleeting other party, swaying slowly The fever I felt fumblingly is the whirlwind from a kind someone The feelings I left behind will be a wayward song someday So that I don’t sink into a clump of buildings and days, my darkening heart keeps yearning Losing my way home, I wonder where I’ll be headed tomorrow At some point, you clutched me tight without undoing even the palms of our hands Bitter tears escape I wonder if I’ll stand up in a scarlet valley I can’t see the backs passing by anymore I’ll simply go on to what’s ahead To what’s ahead Losing my way home, and now I am here The blue depths, the golden ends quaver next to the night Losing my way home, I wonder where I’ll go home to today Even though I know what this moon shields us from, I’m scared Bitter tears overflow I wonder if I’ll soar up on scarlet wings Crawling along the bottom of a burning world, I’ll simply cry and howl Cry and howl |
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