Insomnia
| kimi no bougen wa kirei sugite senaka ga kooru hareagatta heya de boku wa baransu o torimodosu kedo kimi no sono tabako no kemuri ga sore wa muda da to kimi no sono kata ni kizamareta hana wa samishii hagareyuku hifu o boku wa hisshi de kakushiteru kedo kimi no sono isagiyosa ga subete o minuku kara ashi o narasu kedo yami kara nigerarezu ni kokoro ga nigai boku wa muzai dakedo kimi ga kimi ga ubatteyuku chiisa na sukima sae tarinainara sou itte ataeru kara sou itte yo kimi wa doko o miteru no? boku no me o mizu ni tarinainara motomete zenzen tarinai to soshite boku wa mukuwareru kimi no umi kara tasukaru fumi ni jitta mono o moto ni modosu no wa tsukareta itsudatte onaji itsudatte hidoku kitanai boku ga iru sono saku ga kimi no te ni sae furesasenai kara owaru shikai da to todaeru yukisaki da to furiharaeba ii boku wa muzai datte nando boku ni iikikasereba waratte kureru no? tarinainara sou itte ataeru kara sou itte yo boku ga rikai shite ageru kimi no yubisaki kara subete tarinainara motomete zenzen tarinai to soshite boku wa mukuwareru kono arashi nado tomeru tarinainara sou itte ataeru kara tarinainara motomete soshite boku wa mukuwareru tarinainara sou itte ataeru kara tarinainara motomete soshite boku wa mukuwareru |
Your
thoughtless words are too beautiful, and my back freezes Though I regain my balance in this swelled-up room That cigarette smell of yours, that’s useless The flowers carved onto that shoulder of yours are lonely Though I’m hiding desperately the skin that’s peeling away Because that purity of yours sees through everything Though my legs make a clangor, as I’m unable to run from the darkness, my feelings are bitter There’s an innocence I possess But you, you keep snatching it away Even from the smallest openings If it’s not enough, say so because I’ll give you more, so say so Where are you looking, not looking at my eyes? If it’s not enough, ask me “It’s never enough” and I’ll be rewarded I’ll save you from your sea I’m tired of reconstituting what’s been trampled underfoot Always the same always hideously dirty me Because I can’t touch even the fence that’s in your hands I wish I could shake it off with “My field of vision is failing,” and “My destination is almost here” There’s an innocence I possess So how many times, if told to do so by me, will you smile for me? If it’s not enough, say so because I’ll give you more, so say so I’ll understand you From your fingertips to everywhere If it’s not enough, ask me “It’s never enough” and I’ll be rewarded I’ll be able to stop this storm If it’s not enough, say so because I’ll give you more If it’s not enough, ask me and I’ll be rewarded If it’s not enough, say so because I’ll give you more If it’s not enough, ask me and I’ll be rewarded |
Song info: Used in an Applied Materials commercial featuring Shibuya street scenes.
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