Blue Jam
| He loved nobody He loved nobody but me I hate nobody I hate nobody but myself kare wa tadori tsuita koko ni miruku motomeru baby no me o shite watashi sono koro sorappo datta kedo kare wa taikutsu shinai to itta natsu to fuyu o koete futari kiri kako wa kataranai yakusoku o shite marude kakashi no mukiryokusa kono ue naku kusari dashita tsukisasu you na manazashi de mabata kisura kobanda hitomi no naka no kyomu ni kare wa kidzuiteta no kashira He loved nobody He loved nobody but me I hate nobody I hate nobody but myself naze yasashii ne tte uso tsuita no waranai watashi tsutsumikomu you ni kesshite kare wa yosomi shinakatta kedo watashi itsumo ira tsuiteta aishi kata machigaeta nante iiwake ni mo naranai kedo tsumetai te atatamete kureta ano yasashisa ima itooshii He loved nobody He loved nobody but me I hate nobody I hate nobody but myself |
Here in this place he arrived at with the face of a baby seeking milk Though I was empty at that time He said, let’s not be bored Summer and winter passed just the two of us Promising not to speak of the past And just like a scarecrow’s lethargy This unplanted decay began With an almost piercing look I refused even a wink Wonder if he’s realized the oblivion inside my pupils “Why are you so nice, huh?” I lied to hide my unsmiling self Though he’d never look away I always got irritated How wrong I was about how to love Though no excuse can change things He warmed my cold hands with that kindness now beloved to me |
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